bear with me for this angry post.

*breathes in*

i DISLIKE people who always have this why-i-can-do-it-but-you-cant thing going on in their heads. eh please lah. not everyone is the same. and even if we are, hell we'd all have the same parents! and the same grandparents! and the same great grandparents! and, imagine not being able to marry? then we'd all be sexless in the city... *shudders*

thats not the point. point is, not everyone is brought up the same way. and even if you were, you wouldnt even be critising others! i'm not someone who abides by my religion like fully, but i do know i obviously DO NOT go around telling people, "look at her! i can do it. why cant she? its not so difficult..." eh alamak. this part i feel like want to slap you with a kelapa lah. you would be smart to know by now that this rules out SOME people. if not then you can just forget this bit.

i give you two scenarios. all based from experience.

SCENARIO ONE

you're a Muslim. you know you are fasting. you walk down the coffeeshop, if its open anyway. and you see some of your own people eating. what would your reaction be? my reaction is simple lah definitely. dosa kau tanggung, sendiri lah jawab soal kubur kau. that would be, you bear your own sins, so you answer yourself. but if you're not like me, then you'll make a big hoo-haa out of it.

SCENARIO TWO

in the MRT, you see pregnant lady and a girl. ok the girl is sitting. fine. but if the girl has a deficiency or something? then how? you being unfair or not you tell me? then what is the case for me? i got slipdisc lei, am i not entitled for that damn seat? then i become paralyse how? you want to look after me? urghhh.

NEXT!

eh alamak why lah you some girls cannot see me happy with him. does it like, irks you so much? if that is the case, then i shouldn't see you in public also uh. because uh, your behaviour is like just so disgusting lah. you put yourself in my shoes, eh no lah. make that anyone's shoes. big enough to fit you that is. you know that guy is attached, would you go call him in the wee hours of the morning? even if he's not, you wouldnt too right. eh what? just want to hear his voice? you assume the whole world is awake with you? oh please dont make an assofuandme. and the best part is, subject matter? me lah. please just go kill yourself. so now that you know we're not together, why the no-reason-to-contact-unless-urgent-matter attitude? i can safely conclude, YOU GOT PROBLEM WITH SEEING US TOGETHER IS IT? goondoo. so now you know we're not together, eh go ahead lah. for all i care. its none of your business what we do. you think you're so pretty aye? howell. everyone wants a pretty girl to show off to everyone. but thats just an advantage. you can go try to get him, win his heart, whatever. but if you have a not-anywhere-near-good heart, then it just doesnt cut it, ya'll. but like i said, you can try.

so you see, my point is. forgive me if i'm really cold towards you. but! some people are just not worth being nice to. a pity how some people are brought up to be the hypocrite they really aren't supposed to be. so if you start to feel awkward with the way i behave with you, then you know something's really wrong. eh but be thankful i show you straight up how i do things. if i were to do the exact same thing you did, sigh.......









DISCLAIMER: Noticed I didnt mention any names. not that i'm scared. but its just that i fear you really dont have any courage to accept what i said if there was your name in each sentence. even if you did have that above-average courage, you wouldnt have done what you did right? afterall, truth hurts doesnt it? eh eh eh. if you feel like i hit the nut on the head, LAGIIIII BEST!