life has nvr been better.. well, ex of mine.. if u tink dat i'm sufferin without u, u're sooooo damn wrong.. wat makes u tink dat i'm sufferin without u?? wat makes u tink i cannot survive without u??? sheeesh.. u emailed me sayin u wun forgive me 4 watever i've done 2 u?? whu r u 2 say dat?? GOD?? n u wan 2 visit the grave wit ur gf n visit her baby's grave too? go ahead.. wat has dat got 2 do wit me?? u say dat guys will go 4 me onli 4 the body.. well u r so damn wrong.. if my HUSBAND-TO-BE had such other motives, y the hell wud he bring me 2 meet his family? introduce me 2 his family? gosh RAFLY.. dun let ur emotions get the better of u ok? tink lyk an adult for god's sake.. i'm hapi being wit him ok.. more happier than i hav been wit u.. he pays attention 2 me.. n i mean reali close attention 2 me.. n dun wori k.. nvr once hav i forgotten 2 pray 4 her.. tink 4 urself k.. i dun intend 2 bring u down.. but frm my point of view, my present one has a car, a career.. whu r u 2 compare urself 2 him?? dun tok 2 me abt ur family wealth.. i dun giv a damn abt it.. the family warmth, did i experience dat wen i'm wit u rafly?? u noe 4 urself k.. in ur eyes n ur family, i am a slut thru n thru no matter wat i do.. kan bagos aku buat jahat sekali.. makes sense? hope u're hapi wit her rafly.. sincerely.. n one thing, if u reali luv her, u wudnt do 2 her wat u did 2 me ok.. made me suffer.. went thru all the pain.. all for nothin.. dgr caci cemuhan famili kau, i've had enuff ah.. so go get a life.. while i'm livin mine.. ok? i dun wan 2 receive ur emails lah.. watever u do is none of my farkin business.. n vice versa.. oritey? reali ok.. GET A LIFE..

missin KAMAL.. n always will.. <3