seha is away on her bangkok trip.. hope u're havin a great time.. faz, i sure hope u're doin well.. kamisah, i wanted 2 ask u out the other day 2 the gym but turns out u had ur dance thingy goin on.. martina, last i heard u were gonna do ur diploma.. which is great.. jannah, not too sure abt u.. but i heard u were gonna go into the police force.. wow! rin, fieza and id, i noe whr u guys r.. but i've not heard frm u guys.. juz one question.. WHEN ARE WE GONNA MEET UP???!!! (no faz.. dis question doesn't apply 2 u bcos i'm meetin u evri nw n den..) n one last person.. FARDILAH!! WHR ARE U NOW??

fathers' day has come n go.. i noe.. i'm missin u alot.. 10yrs hav passed.. the onli thing i can do nw is dream of u..

UNTUK AYAH TERCINTA,
AKU INGIN BERNYANYI..
WALAU AIRMATA DI PIPIKU..
AYAH DENGARKANLAH..
AKU INGIN BERJUMPA,
WALAU HANYA DALAM MIMPI..

every single moment i spent with him has been great.. i have never been happier.. i noe dere has been ups and downs.. n as usual, i'm always the cause of it.. its always abt me.. at times i wonder why r u still with me.. bcos i keep makin u angri.. and y r u so patient with me.. being with him, has taught me alot abt patience, taking evritink in ur stride, to think like an adult, nvr take things 4 granted.. the mothers hav gone out 2gether.. in fact, we went 2 jb ydae.. 2gether with his family.. yeah.. dey get along quite ok.. thank god..

SIGH.. am supposed 2 go out with him later.. but yeah.. shit happens.. n its bcos of me.. AGAIN.. i feel so stupid lah.. serious..

n hav u ever reminded the person u're with abt his past? at times i wished i was her.. do things like her.. be like her.. and at times i wonder whether he's reali hapi with me.. oh well.. i noe he is.. but hw sure am i? hate dis feelin..

missin him.. n always will.. <3