Dear God, why are you so cruel to me??? Come on lah. I only have just one more day of fasting to pay ok. and you just had to distrupt my plans and make me have that time of the month TODAY!! horrid. But its ok. i'll be in time for fasting month. hopefully. and have i mentioned the stupid stomach cramps? argh!

come to think of it, You're not that bad actually. i do thank You for the other 3 job opportunities that You have given to me. though its still on hold because i have to think about which to take up. though most probably i would go with the most high paying one. excuse me. $1.6K lei! who don't want?? alright. here's the list of the job offers that i have. in order of the most high paying one till the erm, not so good ones. $1.6K, $1.3K, $900. i know i know. most of you would be going, "wow! $1.6K!!! goodness!!!"

Hey, WITH AGE COMES RESPONSIBILITY ok. i'm 18. stop fooling around and get down to business.

i don't understand why some people just laugh it off when i tell them, "i want to be a young mom." they're like, "(with the most horrid laugh i've ever heard in my entire life), HAHAHA!! like real!!!"

Pardon my writing Ms Clarisse Ng. i know i'm supposed to start a new paragraph everytime there's a dialog. ah well.

I mean, what is wrong with it? huh? tell me. does it sound like a joke? what good sense of humor i have. i'm making sense what. no? ah shut up.

Poor Q is down with a flu. so i bet he won't come for work today. though he's a great friend to talk to. someone to kill my boredom. he's a really emotional guy. one look at him, i would assume he's someone to die for, with all the girls after him. but when he told me about how stupid he feels after ditching his ex-girlfriend and regretting it afterwards and then crying when he's on the phone with his ex-girlfriend, i'm like, "wow. you do have feelings afterall." and so he asked me.

A: do you have a boyfriend?

Me: No.

pause for a while.

Me: but i have a fiance. and going to be married soon. probably next year.

and he's struck dumb lah. heh.

well, here's what happened two days ago. which is on wednesday. right?

after work, saw him. no wonder i saw this black car moving out from the carpark. and i caught a glimpse. SGK something something. 5 minutes later this black car swerves into the bus lane with the hazard lights on. ada mama lah. weeeeee~!!!! miss her loads man. oh and of course the one who is in the back seat with me too. went for dinner. because his brother is going to be in a relapse soon if he doesn't eat something. poor guy. i wasn't hungry at all. because i already had dinner. bearing in mind that i'm fasting for the past few days before. (and that i only have a day left if only the time of the month didn't decide to come today. ah well. at least it came. right?

so yeah. after which, i sent her off to her doorstep and said goodbye to the oh so cute 2 kids. and then i went back down. and got in the car and they sent me home. said my goodbyes and gave my kisses and went home. got home, dear mother cooked for me. good thing i didn't eat just now. if not, i wouldn't know where to stuff what she has cooked for me. ate abit. and then slept. i know. lazy pig right.

yesterday, didn't see him. hurray for my MP3. well, not mine actually. it did me good by not dying out on me yesterday on my way home. another case of irritants. Singaporean!!! please don't lean on the pole can?? where am i suppose to hold in case the MRT jerks??? it is NOT a pole for you to lean on ok. and don't walk with that smug face like the SMRT owes you a living and for not getting you a seat! sheer dumbness.

when i was watching Suria yesterday, that show about the soo kini bla bla bla thing. that pesilat looks like bro man. seriously.

oh and sambal petai doesn't taste that bad. i realised. but i still don't like it. well not that much. it has little bit of bitter aftertaste.

thats about it. until next time.