you know how you see upon others' lives like its so interesting to have so many things happen to them, but when it finally hits you, you wish you had a more boring life.

you know?

i wish i had a more boring life. i wish for more simpler things. where there was noone else?

i wish i learned to think with the head sometimes. not the heart.

no.

i wish i had a heart of steel. or maybe the heart of a robot. then i'd take matters in my own hands and think whats good for me. and definitely whats not.

but feelings get in the way ever so often. that i end up not doing what i was supposed to.

I FED UP!!!

i wish i didnt 'swing' everyday. or so when the bf said that i 'swing' everyday when told that maybe i have mood swings. hurhur.

its not me. its really not me. i'm really very chirpy and all and never let anything bother me. well, ok lah maximum 1/2 day/night.

i wish i didnt cry as much. cos now i have these horrendous eye bags.

i wish for a shoulder.

i wish i had lots of money. then i would have gone for retail therapy rather than just ranting on in my blog.



oh! i had to pause for a while cos Jazreel was giving out her invitation cards.



i also want that happy ending lei. you know that happy ending with the happily ever after thing. yeah lor.

yeah lah i think its really mood swings. i should go get a pair of new shoes. urgh!