bangun pagi nak kena dgr org bising, dgr problems org. please lah for God's sake. i just woke up okay.

yesterday was my off day. so i walked around. got chocolates. suka eh awak eh? and then when i was on my way back, i walked pass TCC. and i saw brownies! the first person that came to my mind, mama. so i got them and went home. well, not home actually. so yeah. as soon as i reached woodlands, i called mama. asked what time she'll be back home. i reached his house at 3.30pm. and mama is still not back yet. 5 minutes later, i hear her walking up the steps. ayip! never hear i knock one hor! LOL! glad mama likes it. and then this time, i really went home. well, it was raining. and he called saying he'll pick me up since its raining. sweet right? aiyah. he's always like that lah. and we went to the pasar malam nearby to get food for my mom to break fast. and i went home after that. put my stuff and met him again like 10 minutes later to go to school. and he went out after that. i'm sure you had a great time yesterday!(while i was half asleep in class..)

lets think like an adult. i promised myself i won't be bothered by the presence of any girls. and i'm doing great. i'm constantly telling myself that he truly loves me. and he's really serious with me. and he wants to settle down with me. but the truth is, deep down inside,

I'm really afraid of losing him.