its 10:08pm right now. i got his call just now. the call that i've been waiting for for years. ok. don't take it literally. i'm kinda hungry right now. so will probably ask him out for supper later on. if only he has the mood to eat(which i hope he will). i don't think he has eaten the entire day. and i'm kind of worried. and i was worried also when i didn't hear anything from him from the later part of the noon till around 8:55pm. i was about to update this when i received his call just now. it reeks of burning paper offerings. hey, no offence. my class has officially ended. awaiting for the moment of my exams in november. and my upcoming test on 1st september. hopefully i'll pass. God-willing. give me four months ok darling? i'll be up to your standard. hopefully. "jangan nervous2 sangat lah...." i'll bear that in mind pa. thanks. what more shall i say? hmm.

have you ever loved somebody so much it made you cry? have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night? have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right? have you ever been in love so bad?

thats how i feel.